07/20/2017 Being vulnerable is such a risky thing. I keep having to remind myself that I can’t share my vulnerability with the world; they have not earned it. The one thing I feel I am in control of , that I feel like I own and should keep because it’s all I have I’m tempted to give away. Is it right? No but  something is pushing me to give this delicate thing away and I don’t know if the person I would give it to will take care of it… I have taken care of  ...

  07/19/2017 I am facing problems that I have never faced before. Thoughts that I pushed away are suddenly finding their way back but I just keep thinking what the consequences of my actions will be. I meannn I know it and all but sometimes you just want to take a risk. Risk it all just to feel the feeling of warmth. I am facing new challenges, harder than the ones I pushed away the last time. What do you do when what you want is out of your reach…?!? Trust me I have I never been  ...